raudah

2009-07-03T16:44:00.001+08:00

i'v MOVED

2009-06-30T22:11:00.003+08:00

Haa, Bitch?

went out with mummy to interview 6 students at causeway point just now. i think only two of them are qualified for the job. Yasmeen & Maylin tagged along for the interview too. jyeah, Meen is starting her job this weekend. i hope you'll enjoy the job okay! ((: everybody left and we had dinner at Lerk Thai i think. then headed back home around 830pm. plans for tomorrow? i wanna go out,look for bags and new shoes. sigh' where? not sure. k laa. iv got nothing to blog anyway. till next weekend people. night!

i miss hubby V V much )':

2009-06-28T22:21:00.003+08:00

ENGKAU PUNYE PASAL LAA YER?

fine uh, aku pun ta kuase nan kau. lantak kau laa ape kau na ckp eh? skipped* out with grandma today to her sis's house. eat alot till i my tummy hurts. journey back home in the taxi was awful. i feel like iv to vomit on the driver's sit or something. i really cannot describe the feeling. i laid down on grandma's bed as soon as i went in the hs. called hubby and i told him i wasnt feeling well. was worst when he wanted to tease me and say i was? *insert word* sigh' i think i ate too much. TOO MUCH? i am never full after a meal. haa! i know, GEMOK. hubby's favourite word knn? haa. sigh' im not meeting hubby next week at all till he misses me like gila. haiyoo byy! i so cannot stand it you know! ohh and people? tomorrow awakawak schooling yer? hehe! happy schooling! i'll be happy sleeping in bed. i'm sure hubby's gonna kill me if i wake up late. heh! k laa people. goodnight!

sigh' )':

2009-06-28T00:07:00.004+08:00

'hello bapak kau?' hello, Wa ta la buat hal sama lu, lu keep quiet alright?

or, GO TO HELL SAMA LU!

if you want someone to suck your dick out go ask some crazy girls out there to do so. IDIOT! some crazy guy online somehow pissed me off with his stupid world chat. bapak kau balek laa. i cannot stand with this stupid idiotic shameless guy laa. iv blocked and deleted him out. Wa kasi lu tapak kaki baru tau. last thing, KAU GILE!

k laa. dont want to elaborate much bout today. AS USUAL , ROT EAT ROT & EAT. & i'm suchanass that i forget all about grandma's birthday? that was yesterday? whole family forgot all about her birthday you know! haiyo! and stupid me. how could i forget my own grandma's birthday huh? sigh' told mum i wanna bring her out maybe tomorrow or next week alone. how grandmama? a date with me okay! (:

and i so miss hubby V V MUCH. meet up soon okay love!

2009-06-26T23:36:00.003+08:00

Hello World.

first thing, MJ's dead? that is surreal. moon walker,rest in peace MJ(1958-2009) no more good music after this. haa! like i listen to his songs and everything only. skipped*

feels good when you finally let it all out. told everything to love bout everything that i should not be hiding. and i told him not to worry. cause i know, i'm not falling for him ANYMORE. iv moved on. moved on from 'love-sick' iv been hoping too much on and ends up with the word, HURT. now iv moved on so much and iv found love. and iv got wht iv yearned for. love is, sweet, V caring, cute and one whom i call him? my Wonderboy. im lucky to hv you now and i'm lucky to be in this sweet relationship. well, for what i feel right now is? indescribable. i'm toooooo in love with WONDERBOY.

for you, i know hw it feels losing someone you loved so much. you're trying so hard to be loved again. trying so hard to to forget someone and move on. and you're getting hurt again and again. you hv let it out and told me how you felt and apologize. i understand. just promise me you'll move on slowly kayy? i'm sorry.

skipped* ONE WHOLE DAY AT HOME. was real bored you know. watch tv, eat, eat, eat. bby never call me also. out busy with his friends. hmph! lil brother got sick, high fever. sigh' iv got nothing else to blog already. school, hurry up and let us in laa. i'm getting so bored rotting at home you know!

im missing you already. i hope you're not upset on everything i told you last night.

i love you

2009-06-24T22:03:00.006+08:00

Hello World.

BIAAAAAATCH. i cannot log in to my account to check my results for last exams. my account was disabled? wth! how the heck am i suppose to check my results? stupid! stayed at home the whole day today. am now suffering from bad cramps. had my periods ytd.urgh periods. why should girls suffer ey? nevermind bout that. grr never get to meet boyfriend today. he's out for soccer with friends. planning to meet him tmr to catch Transformers. he wanted me to watch it with him so badly. so cans? call me sooooooooooooon bby, soooooooooooon. OHAMMGYEEE. talking bout movies. iv been watching too much movies lately. iv been spending too much money too. i hope whats left could be drag on till school re-opens on 6 July :D

& i'm happy with things between me and love. talking to you on the phone and everything. i just love hearing your sweetsweethothot voice on the phone. i'll sleeeeeep when i need to kayy? hee! i LOOOOVEEEE YOUUUU!

anyway, a note left for someone, i dont know if you'd read this.

move on alright? i know you can(: && bby girl? WE need to meet up SOOOOON. text me when you're free kayy! i'll meet up with you after school. thats about it. am gonna stop here PEOPLE. night!

i love bbyyyyy veryvery much!

am never gonna let go of you.

2009-06-21T23:09:00.000+08:00

one last post,

I LOVE BOYFRIEND V V MUCH!

2009-06-21T21:33:00.005+08:00

neeewwww haircut :D

haa! i know, WEIRD. first time uploading this kindof picture of me on the net. gaahh! i think i was too happy with my new haircut. heh! okay, so today i got a 'wake-up' call from love. instead of 1130am, it was 900am in the morning?! bby called and told me he was lost in Serangoon. which means? he was late for work. nyahahaha! cute laa youu. call mummy just to say you're late? then never ask for direction? hehe! so yeah, bby and whale started thier first day of work in MLC today. whee~ i hope they can manage it. gaahhh, i know they can(: will be waiting for bby to call and tell me everything that happened today. alright people, enough of blogging cause i dont know what else to type already. goodnight!

& i loooooooooooooooooooooooooove Taqim SOSO V V THE MUCH!

2009-06-20T21:54:00.007+08:00

to hell with my pride, i wanna cry tonight.

i never expect i would cry real hard last night. i know iv been hurting you too much these few days bby. iv been so rude towards you. keeping very quiet on every calls. not even answering you fast when you called me twice. not listening to you. am more angry and get very irritated when you tryna joke around with me. hv been raising my voice just like that for no reason. i know im at wrong and i really want to apologise from the bottom of my heart.. i'll try not be like that anymore bby.. i'll try. i want to be the old addah you'v first spoken to on the phone. i wanna be the girl who you'd love talking to on the phone every single day. i'm sorry bby. please, forgive me for this? )':

your love towards me makes me not wanna be like that anymore. i wanna be that girl whom you'd never stop loving her. cause i realise hurting you might even hurt me even more. i love you bby and i promise to never hurt you anymore.

2009-06-19T22:33:00.002+08:00

last week out to watch Drag Me To Hell @ AMK Hub with love and beloved friends.
i'm gonna whack the Director and those people who created that movie. it was HELLAFUCKYBITCH great movie indeed. those sound effects and everything. keep on pulling hubby's t-shirt and covering my eyes everytime that stupidhogglyLady showed up big on the screen. that movie sucha bitch. Overall , i enjoyed(: after movie headed back to grandma's to meet mummy. mummy somehow interviewed hubby, explained every detail and everything to do on that day. Yay, finally hubby is working in MLC. suhhweet! alright, nuff of blogging. night!

2009-06-14T18:19:00.006+08:00

STUPID LAPTOP

laptop crashed & now using dad's laptop. urgh' so i think i wont be blogging that much till next weekend. Hubby hv started his work today. hope he's doing fine with it. i'm frigging bored rotting at home the whole day today taking care of my siblings. yaa, parents not at home. to Mount Faber tomorrow and will be meeting love after that. alright, i think i gtg already. takecare people. BYE!

Ayie ; dont quit school laa gundu ! quit then go ITE ? wasted knn. dont give up laa. so what if you got no friends in school. gaaahhh' whatever it is , dont QUIT. and please, GO BACK TO SCHOOL.

Fadaa ; ohh bbygirl, dont be sad laa k ? i know you are trying to find some quality time to spend with him before he serve his NS. go call him and tell him nicely okay ? dont FIGHT ready laa aiyo.

[ listen to this, V cute(: ]

and bby? I MISS YOU!

2009-06-13T00:03:00.004+08:00

i know right.

i admit, holiday sucks. why? cause i dont get to meet hubby like usuals. i'm missing him like crazy. & two days of not talking to you on the phone at night is horrible, i swear. i miss you, i miss you, i miss you. urgh! i only get to talk to you on the phone for awhile just now. i dont care, tomorrow night i'm gonna sleep real late. i wanna hear your voice. & pleasepleaseplease make yourself free next week(:

& i'm so gonna cut my hair AGAIN. am still not satisfied with my haircut you know. pffft!!

I MISS YOU LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

2009-06-11T15:39:00.002+08:00

~~Revenge~~

talk bout me again? i'm so gonna shoot you down one very finefine day ,mummyFaker.

&& shoots. i miss hubby veryvery much. web-caming with him right now. grrr'

2009-06-10T21:30:00.004+08:00

1 Monthsary(:

updatesupdatesupdates. Last Monday , Celebrated Kamiy's & Granddad's Bday @ Seoul Garden(CWP) & Yesterday out with Love. accompanied him to Clarke Quay with his friends, Bob & Whale for a job interview. Hubby's friend was indeed, funny people. i keep laughing and laughing with all those jokes & pranks they did. after which, we were on our own. dragged hubby back to Dhoby Ghaut. walked around Plaza Singapore, very boring. back to MRT station to meet my 'friends' the ones who accompany me for break-time at Pie-Kia.aww, they missed me and even gave a free Mexican Pie. brought Hubby to a small so called Japanese dessert place for MangoShavedIce, my favourite. haa! went out to sit round Dhoby Ghaut, took alot of pictures, talked about alot of stuffs. headed back to Yishun. hubby waited for me while i change and back to Grandma's hs. Hubby went back at 830pm. & i enjoy every second spent with love.

sweet, even though plan didnt turn out the way we wanted, i still enjoy my day spent with you. we can still go out some other day with that plan right hubby? hehe, i love you so much! and gosh, i need more hugs. i'm missing you right now veryverymuch.

2009-06-07T22:07:00.005+08:00

ADDAH

MISS

TAQIM

VERY

VERYMUCH

WORK. came back from work round 7pm. am abit tired laa, but i had fun scolding, old-kpo-aunties & oyying at some crazy cleaner. haa! place was havoc with people screaming at each other to do thier work properly. Adli, worst! scooping ice-cream the whole day, hand twist ready. Feeza, jgn lupe, urot your boyfriend's hand yer!:D hahaha! okay, bout the old lady number one, was doing our washing as usual and this aunty came nagging at us scolding us like no one's business like that. wht? just because you're old, we need to fully respect you, listen to you issit? scoldscoldscold, slap you face then you know. stupid aunty! want fine us, FINE laa. like as if you own that place. urgh! bout the old lady number two, come and ask for plastic bag. PLASTIC BAG?! wth?? mummy get so fed up and asked her to go away. hahahahaah! & the cleaner. we were done with our work and packings so we sit around the area then this guy came pulling out tables one-by-one.& the metal stand? you know what he did? he purposely let the thing fall banged down loudly on the floor. whoa, the ''PIANG'' eh i tell you, like want give him one ''PIANG!'' one his face you know. saje je member, piang there, piang here. Mummy yelled at him, 'MARAH NAMPAK? MARAH NAMPAK? TAK HAPPY?'. stupid fella! know how to work anot? dont know how to say EXCUSE ME issit? know how to piangpiangpiang only. pffft! k done bout just now. & yeah, i dont know if i'm able to join the rest for next week's event at FORT CANNING PARK. please? i wanna work. haa! alright end of work story. & i'm too not sure bout tmr. will be out celebrating Grandpa's & Kamy's birthday. sshh' haa!

i was smiling while reading your text just now. that is so sweet of you(:

aahhh fVck! i miss Boyfriend veryvery much laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

2009-06-06T23:16:00.005+08:00

i'v hurt your feelings.

i dont know what to say.

i'm sorry and i wont do it again.

i promise.

2009-06-06T18:28:00.003+08:00

No text, No call.

are you back home yet?

why arent you replying my text?

Oh great, i am so not gonna say anything else.

2009-06-06T01:18:00.001+08:00

i miss my stubborn boy

i miss my boyfriend so much):

2009-06-05T22:38:00.004+08:00

i miss my stubbornBoy

just came back from work & i cut my fingers. HAA! and dammit, i miss boyfriend so much. his out for Pit with his friends. hope he's enjoying(: grr,i am so looking forward for the double-date out to Sentosa since Fadaa cannot make it. haiyaaaaaaaa, no idea what to type already laaa. BYE.

GAAAAAAAAAAAAH,

I MISS BOYFRIEND! I MISS BOYFRIEND! I MISS BOYFRIEND! I MISS BOYFRIEND! I MISS BOYFRIEND! I MISS BOYFRIEND! I MISS BOYFRIEND! I MISS BOYFRIEND! I MISS BOYFRIEND! I MISS BOYFRIEND! I MISS BOYFRIEND! I MISS BOYFRIEND! I MISS BOYFRIEND! I MISS BOYFRIEND! I MISS BOYFRIEND! I MISS BOYFRIEND! I MISS BOYFRIEND! I MISS BOYFRIEND!

BASYIRAH tagged me to do this quiz !
THE 100 QUESTIONS .
1. Real name -Nur Raudah Bte (dad's name)
2. Nickname(s)- ADDAH
3. Star sign - ?
4. Male or female - am obviously, Female.
5. Elementary - somewhere in Tamp
6. Middle School - East Spring Pri
7. High School - Orchid Park & currently, ITE Bishan
8. Hair color - Black & abit of brown ?
9. Long or short hair- dont even wanna talk about it.
10. Loud or Quiet - extremely loud
11. Sweats or Jeans - Jeans
12. Phone or Camera - Both
13. Fruits or fried foods- huh? both?
14. Drink or Smoke? - i hate to admit this, Smoke
15. Do you have a crush on someone? - no more crushes. you know what i mean.
16. Eat or Drink - Eat laa bodo !
17. Piercings - ears? haa!
18. Tattoos - yucks.
19. Been in an airplane - uhuh.
20. Been in a relationship - uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
21. Been in a car accident - No.
22. Been in a fist fight - aah' yes.
23. First piercing - EARS.
24. First best friend - SHAQ
25. First award - cannot recall
26. First crush - from which age?
27. First fashion sense - sec 3
28. First vacation - cant rmbr.
29. Last person you talked to - Dad
30. Last person you texted - Hubby
31. Last person(s) you watched a movie with - Hubby
32. Last food you ate - Mars filled with Caramel. YUMMS!
33. Last movie you watched - Harry Potter, where? HOME
34. Last song you listened to - Lady Gaga, Poker Face
35. Last thing you bought - dont know laa.
36. Last person you hugged- Hubby.
37. Food - what food?
38. Drinks - what? fav?
39. Clothing - my gdness. ape laa ni survey nakk. tk phm nye aku!
40. Books -
41. Musics -
42.Flower - dont like.
43. Colours - fav? PURPLE & Black
44. Movies -
45. Positions - huh?
IN 2008..... I
47. [ ] Kissed in the snow.
48. [ ] celebrated Halloween
49. [x] had your heart broken
50. [x] went over the minutes on your cell phone
51. [ ] someone questioned your sexual orientation
52. [ ] came out of the closet(i was playing hide-n-seek)
53. [ ] gotten pregnant
54. [ ] had an abortion
55. [x] done something you've regretted
56. [ ] broke a promise
57. [x] hid a secret
58. [x] pretended to be happy
59. [ ] met someone who changed your life
60. [x] pretended to be sick
61. [x] left the country
62. [ ] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
63. [x] cried over the silliest thing
64. [ ] ran a mile
65. [x]went to the beach with your best friend(s)
66. [ ] stayed single the whole year
CURRENTLY:
67. Eating - Choc
68. Drinking - Peach Tea
69. I'm about to - go out for work
70. Listening to -
71. Plans for today - work, back home and sleep
72. Waiting for - this tues outing
73. Want kids? - eyy,eyy,eyy. haa!
74. Want to get married? - aah. YES.
75. Careers in mind - DONT KNOW LAA.
76. Lips or eyes - huh?
77. Shorter or taller? - shorter. shuddup!
78. Romantic or spontaneous - ??
79. Nice stomach or nice arms - ???
80. Sensitive or loud - LOUD
81. Hook-up or relationship - Relationship.
82. Trouble-maker or hesitant - Trouble-maker, heh!
83. Lost glasses/contacts ? - nope
84. Ran away from home ? - nope
85. Hold a gun/knife for self defense ? - crazy uh?
86. Killed somebody ? - i would love to. haa! but no.
87. Broken someone's heart ? - nope.
88. Been arrested ? - aah, yes! for slapping someone's face.
89. Cried when someone died ? - a very stupid qs to ask.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
90. Yourself - uhh.......
91. Miracles - nope, FATE
92. Love at first sight - ?
93. Heaven - Yeah.
94. Santa Claus - tht Fat red Guy? no.
95. Sex on the first date - ??
96. Kiss on the first date - ??
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? - haa, no need to type.
98. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? - uhh.....
99. Do you believe in God - dumb qs laa.
100. This is the 100th and last. - aah.

Tag 10 ppl to do this quiz:
1. 10
2. dumb
3. people
4. who
5. wants
6. to
7. do
8. this
9. crazy
10.SURVEY

2009-06-05T00:01:00.004+08:00

Sakura International Buffet @ Orchard Shopping Centre with the MLC family.

hv not been updating this blog for so long cause dad confiscated my laptop. Exams are over and Holidays are in. cant wait till next week for those outings i think. Fadaa, biler kau nak update aku? am working this Sunday at CPCC with MLC. i'll update till here then. got nothing else to update. haa! well, goodnight then!

& i miss my Stubborn Boyfriend so much!

my wonderboy

2009-05-29T21:13:00.005+08:00

ever expected it would come this far(:

words aren't enough for me to describe how i really feel right now. you're just the cutestsweetestbest boyfriend. you're my everything right now. you're the sweetest i can say. i know i can be abit annoying when it comes to ignoring what you have just said, being rude towards you, stubborn or irritating at times. with you, everything is just so sweet. i don't know how i can explain this feeling in me. im too deeply in love with you. all i can say is,thank you for everything that you've done for me. i'll always love you & i'll always be there for you bby.

2009-05-28T23:37:00.005+08:00

dissappointed

i'm all stressed out with my exams. worst, my CRN's getting from bad to worse. i was dissappointed when i held on to my test papers just now. i'v been failing every unit test from unit four to seven. see how bad it is? i'v to really put in lots of effort for these few days. Exams are starting next week. few more days left for me to memorise. Addah , you can do it! friends hv been encouraging me to study. i'll try my best okay sayangs?

after school. Shaq met someone new name is Eddy. *wide smile* he came all the way from Sengkang just to meet Shaq at Junction 8. brought him back with us to Khatib to slack. veryveryKecoh! played poker cards. so noisy laa! Ohh yaa, maybe i acted abit differently today, i let it all out by screaming and shouting. sorry hubby for that type of attitude just now, i know i'm very noisy. & back at 815pm.

OHH HAIR. YES, i'm still upset, angry, fucked up bout my hairstyle. i miss my front hair so veryvery much. you stupid hairstylist! cut your hair botak then you know! urgh!

bby, i'm sorry if i pushed you real hard just now. i'm sorry if i hurt your feelings. i dont like it when you talked to me in that tone with that face and that sentence. i'm sorry bby. i promise to never do that again kayy? i love you so much laa byy!

2009-05-27T21:29:00.002+08:00

Worst of all

Mood Swings

& i miss him very much

-oh, Periods

2009-05-26T22:19:00.005+08:00

your eyeballs might pop-out soon if you continue to stare laa babe.

someone irritates me. asking me stupid questions and not appreciating it. then go do yourself laa Bahalol! still want to askaskask then complaincomplaincomplain. i'm just too soft hearted uh. i cannot scold back. hahahaha! merepek. just DONT you ask me anymore questions ok! go away you big-ass! anyway, after school gerek! had so much laughters laa! Shaq shooked her head too much, Hubby tak habishabis with his tecktonik, Bob laughing around with Syafiq. those Musics, THAT face, those crazy things we did. my gdness! Shaq went off at 7+ ,left the 3 of us only. called mum and told her i'll be home abit late. so yeah, laughlaughlaugh! both of my dodo make fun of me. MY FACE EH? pantat ahh youuuuuuuu boys. hari ni, hari korang kayy? NEXT TIME, WAA MAU REVENGE. muahahahahahahahaha! camphm, kene lanyak ngn bob baru tau. hehe! and back home at 9pm.

in my room, i put down my bag, sit for awhile and i SCREAMED. i see TWO TURTLES ON MY DESK. WTH?! i dont like seeing all that. cute, yaa i knw. i just dont like it. so geli oyyyyy! grandma bought it for sis just now. eeee-yer. beli laa, hamster ke ape. ni?! TURTLE. mak oii! lemah jangtung aku. hahahahahaha!!

thank you Amirul! mauu bawak satu gang turon ey? PAPAJAHATFC. kayy, BEST! so girls, please stop staring. your eyeballs might pop out soon. i dont like laaaaaaa!

iloveyoulaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaTaqim!

2009-05-25T21:58:00.005+08:00

spending time with you is the best(:

FIRST THING IN THE MORNING, two girls LAUGHED STRAIGHT ON MY FACE. why? MY HAIR! i knww, sucksbigtime. iv been told that i looked like a small toddler with this hairstyle. PANTAT YOUU! Ohh nevermind, atleast iv got hair on my head right? rather than bald. HAHAH! school was fine the whole day. first thing in the morning, TEST. macam mane aku takk stress? tommorrow also hv. another half of short answer questions for CRN. LPDX for 3hrs. watched a movie, Singapore Dreaming or something uh. cant rmbr. Headed down to Bishan's Library after shool with Atikah. did abit of revisions while she finish up with her Projects. Talked about alot of things too. then Hubby came to look for me in the library. waited for Shaq till 4pm. Back to Khatib to slack. MACAM BIASE :D i was kindof quiet cause i realise that i wasnt breathing properly. dont know why laa'. & back home at 815pm(:

Hubby! i shy you know telling you all that! but telling you all that was so relieved, cause i think you should know how i felt after 090509(: hehe! & dont you worry bout 16th of June. will be alright(: first aim, MUMMY! ((: love you hubby! & thank you for helping me in my project! ((:

2009-05-24T23:47:00.002+08:00

my hair sucks bodo !

hairsucksbigtime. shuddap! i cried the minute i stepped out of that stupid saloon. that guy dont knw cut ppl hair! cut till so short. length that he showed me till where he's cutting it is way different from where he hv alrdy cut. STUPID guy. my hair is SO damn short right now okay. nuff said bout my stupid hair.

anyway, HAPPY 9TH BIRTHDAY STEFFAN!

went out to eat at an Indonesian's cuisine to celebrate my Cousin's birthday. i cant rmbr the name of the place. food was SUPERB. i admit, i ATE alot for dinner. pictures will be uploaded if im free tmr.

Ohh, My Husband!

sorry if i was being so rude towards you, yelling at you on the phone and hanging up the phone just like that. im reallyreallyreallyreallyreally sorry bby! && you realised that i'v been so naggy, get easily irritated and angry at some point of times since the past one week? i'm reallyreally sorry bout that. i myself dont realise it that im acting that way towards you. i'm sorry bby. i'll try to not be like that anymore kayy? (:

i love you tauu!

2009-05-23T23:14:00.004+08:00

second post. i'm missing him so much. webcam'ed with him just now. atlast i get to see Whale's face. & so sorry what i said bout your friend,Sakti. but so what, he's cute okay. hahah! you guys are so funny. Whale's face and hubby's the same. esp their cheeky smiles. veryverycute(: oh god, only you knw how much i'm missing him right now. his hugs, his kisses and everything. hubby! i miss you so much. your text msges just now you sent makes me miss you even more you know. two days of not meeting is shucha bitch. i hope, tmr after cutting my hair, i can meet up with your for awhile. OH PLEASE mum, let me out. sheeesh' imissyouimissyouimissyou! so much! alright, i need to go off already. Laptop's gonna blow off soon. goodnight!

i miss you so much bby!

2009-05-23T12:52:00.005+08:00

KICKED OFF HIS HEAD REAL HARD LIKE NO ONE'S BUSINESS

yesterday was great(: after school meet up with the rest as usual. hubby came after prayers. bob left at 2pm cause he needs to retake his test. while waiting for bob, my two dengs started of with the story. Shaq, the story-teller. so long! headed to mac for ice-cream then back to the place. Shaq went home for awhile to change hahah! left me and him. chitchat and joked around. i laughed so hard. IT WAS JUST my IMAGINATION.hahahah! i kick your head? no way! okay, after 3pm Shaq came back with VCD's for Hubby. yes, you're SO gonna stay at home on Sunday. the place damn messy i tell you. newspaper, tissues & wrappers everywhere. who's fault? SHAQ & TAQIM. go fine them for littering all over the place k :D got rubbish bin for what? Bob came with his friend after his test. he told us that it was damn easy. hahah! hope you did well for your test. must pass okay! then hubby told everyone that i kicked his head. WTH! Bob & Shaq lagi best, still can believe what he told them. come on laaaa, i KICK his head? drives me crazy after that you knoowww. hahahahahaha! we left at 530pm cause i'v to fetch my brother back from school. hubby accompanied me too(: yes, Ayie was scared looking at your face. no idea why laa.

TODAY, i'm sticking my butts at home. iv to takecare of my siblings cause parents are out. HUBBY, wake up ready Webcam k! i'm BORED.

2009-05-21T20:36:00.003+08:00

laughters and then, sad.

OFC was fun. had so much laughters. even our teacher laughed her ass out. it all started from Yfa Nan Bin and Atikah the MOLES. our email writing, in the format there's attach files and everything. one of my classmate wrote the ans on the board under the attch fill with 'ATIKAH MOLE' no one saw it at first. i was laughing while writing the formats on the paper so hard. onebyone laughed w/o Atikah noticing her name was written on the board. she looked so blur even when she was looking at her name on the board as 'ATIKAH'S MOLE.' then she burst into laughters so loud that she made the whole class realise it. hahah! blur laa uu. then at the end of the email we hv to write our names right? next aim was Nafis. our teacher always make fun of our names you knoww. hahahah. she wrote Devin's name and then asked, "Devin binte?" then Yfa shouted out loud, "ZAKARIAH!!" Nafis was like,"oyyy! name bapak aku sol tuh! SARI BETOL AHH KAU." which is, Zakariah is Nafis' dad and Sari is Yfa's dad. and then they were screaming around bout thier dad's name. hahahahah. korang ni eh! and the rest of the day was all MOLEY MOLEY AND MORE MOLEY.

GOSH, hw much i miss him. not even a second i see him today. sigh'

never to keep anything from me, no more.

2009-05-20T23:33:00.005+08:00

yes, i admit i was kinda hurt but i forgive you sweetheart.
just promise me not to keep anything from me k bby?
& i wont leave you laa bby.
iloveyou♥

2009-05-18T21:47:00.002+08:00

i felt rather sad but still, happy. 0h great, its unexplainable.

school was school. i dont know i kept quiet the whole day. not that much, laughed out real hard during break then quiet alrdy. i know, sounded so wrong for me to shut the whole day. maybe moodswings? nahh. after school to Mac with Atikah while waiting for them both to end school. anyway, someone texted me during break time. told me everything about what that person felt. i'm sorry. i'm attached to someone who loves me and one who cares. not, by looking then, love. i'm sorry. i know you are mad at me. avoid all you want. whatever it is, i'm sorry. skipped* meet up with the rest at 4 to khatib. slackslackslack. hubby, i know you realised that i'v been keeping quiet troughout the whole 3hrs of slacking just now. i dont know why b. hahah! again, moodswings tk? kekekeke. as usual, hubby sent me back home.

can i just say this out? i hate it want people say this to me 'taknak kacau ah org nye mataer'. CB! abeh pastu nk panggil aku sombong ah? TAKNAK LAYAN SUDAH. aku takk kisah pun. so, kalau kau nak panggil aku sombong ke, ape ke. mulut mau tc dulu eh? ty.

enough said, i am much relieved after talking bout it.i'm sorry if i kept it all in my heart and hurting myself even deeper thinking bout it. i did all that cause i did not want anything to happen in our relationship. i was reallyreally scared something might happen after i say a word so i dare not open my mouth. its fine with me if you still do care bout her. i am proud to say that i finally get to push myself to talk about it. & i am touched upon hearing what you say to me. and i promise not to keep anything from you alrdy. i love you bby.

2009-05-17T21:49:00.003+08:00

the only one that i need & the one i missed so much.

first of all, i wanna apologies AGAIN for what i did to you last night. felt so so bad talking to you at that type of manner on the phone. i am so sorry bby. i miss my wonderboy so much. cant wait for tmr(: going to school with him tmr,yay! cantwaitcantwaitcantwait! webcam'ed with him just now. super cute, i know right. his smile,i just cannot stop melting staring at his smile. cair oy' anyway, i cant wait for upcoming events during June Hols. Sentosa with hubby,friends and my cuz. whee~ so cant wait for it! but wait, exams first. iv yet to memorise my CRN unit 1 - 7, OSA to rmbr all the formats and lastly, my OFC reports and minutes. sheesh' so much to memorise. nvm, iv to squeeze everything up in my brain by end of this week. EXAMS COMING OYY. yes, iv got one last thing to say, STOP TEXTING ME TO ASK ABOUT YOUR BOYFRIEND. HE'S NOT ONLINE OR WHATSOEVER ALREADY. fuck it, cause I DONT CHAT WITH HIM ANYMORE NOR GET IN CONTACT WITH HIM. NO MORE. GET IT? OKAY, enough of blogging already. i need to go off. NIGHT!

AND I LOVE TAQIM VERYVERYMUCH. get it?

2009-05-16T22:03:00.000+08:00

i miss my wonderboy veryvery much.

2009-05-15T19:24:00.006+08:00

i love my wonderboy very much.

sorry for not updating. real busy with i dont know what. mostly on project works. grr' exams are round the corner. but things with me and wonderboy is going on great! (: i love him so much. veryverymuch! somehow talked things out with hubby tadi. mind's abit cleared right now. whee! flashed back every bits and secs of everything before we're together. hubby sounded so cute telling me everything(: you're just the sweetest! aww, i just love you so much. will be missing his voice tonight. he's out with his friends off to a bbq pit. ): missing him so much already. alright, i need some rest. goodnight!

2009-05-13T08:57:00.000+08:00

would not be updating till i'm super free,bye!

2009-05-11T22:15:00.006+08:00

my wonderboy(:

school was fine. LPDX's lesson was suppose to watch a movie. it was canceled due to some wire stuffs or something so we were released at 1pm. went to Sunplaza with Atikah while waiting for the rest to end school. went in the library and make so much noises. heh! went out for Mac for ice-cream. after that? Treasure hunt eh Atikah? pantat kauu! we walked all the way back to Woodlands without knowing we were even there! like kuku like that. laughed out so loud. can you imagine, from 315 to 4pm, walking, laughing and looking for our bus stop?! hahahahah! nvm. would not say more bout it. only certain people know. so shuddup eh! after that? yes, i did MANAGE to reach Khatib anyway. meet up with the rest. slack, slack. Shaq & Bob went off early. so left me and hubby. spent our time talking and HIM grabbing all my pictures in my phone. hahah. u eh! and back home at 8pm.

everytime spent with you is the best(:
i love you my wonderboy, veryvery much♥

2009-05-10T12:36:00.005+08:00

090509(:

spent my day out with love. watched 17again, rating 9/10.

well, all i can say is, yesterday was great(:

psst, i love you too(:

2009-05-08T22:10:00.006+08:00

then, don't bother.

been waiting throughout the whole day. ohh nvm! i aint got the mood for today. shut up, don't ask why. anyway, tmr's plan? hmm, sigh'

and i'm scared of being treated like a doll, again. sigh'

i miss you.

2009-05-08T11:19:00.006+08:00

I'M SORRY.

sigh'

2009-05-07T22:28:00.002+08:00

scolded for making loads of NOISE in class. muahahahahahaha' i know. 3 animals cannot keep our mouths shut. not much in school happened for today. after school had Mets Fries at NYP. meet up with bob since he went off to work at 5pm. waited for hubby with Shaq near bobby's blk. hubby came with his superangrycuteface. was so scared looking at him like that you know! he told us what happened and everything. was trying my best to cheer him up. so yeah. think i did my very best to at least make him laugh(: everything went on fine today. hubby nakmo angryangry kay? she gila. anyway, chatted with Ayiee online just now. aku rindu nan kau lahh gile. lame takk jumpe. Tuesday eh Yie? kk? Fadaa, nakmo lupe gambar keh! && Happy Birthday to Dzul! (:

hubby, i'm gonna miss you so much. sok tk jumpe ):
xoxo ; love you so much

2009-05-06T22:39:00.003+08:00

it's cool to know nothing.

FLOORBALL. had my First Floorball training yesterday after school at 530pm with the rest. training was at ITE Tampiness. i was totally very blurr for first training with the drills and everything. but match was indeed a fun thing to do. played Defender-left. first time play, very gabra. dont exactly know how and where to play. muke blur habis. coach was like shouting all over the place just to ask me to stay at my position. hahah! dumbo' training ends at 7pm. waited for hubby near the interchange where we first met. kn b? hehe' walked around tamp and headed back home. slept half way through in the bus. spent time with hubby round my area. and back home at 1030pm.

TODAY. school bolehboleh laa. macam biase jugak. played floorball during my S&W. play like gila. had 2 hours of break for today. && i seriously dont know what got into me. had 4 rounds of fruit juice; watermelon, strawberry, mango & apple. i know. healthy laa kn. heh! after school? meet hubby & macam biase jugak,lepak with bobby. back home at 8pm.

spending time with you is the best love(:

i need more hugs & kisses from you.

& i love you very much bby.

2009-05-04T19:54:00.004+08:00

lepas satu hal, lagi satu plak sibuk.

i am pissed off right now. i cannot imagine myself going through this. please, if you could just stop bothering me or asking me bout him. you wanna find out? ask him yourself. too bad if he's lying to you. dont come look for me and beg for the reason why he chatted with me. i admit that i did chat with him for past few months but, just as friends. get it? dont tell me if we malay(s) chat with girls to boys or boys to girls 'i,u,i,u' is called flirting? nvm bout tht. different ppl, different mindset. you've been telling and asking me all those stuffs i dont want to hear or even worst telling me things that i dont even want to care. then let me ask you this, WHO are you to take my number from his phone and texting me to tell you what i am to him and asking me to shut it? who are you to accuse me? why me? why not other girls who contacted him? why ask me? why take my number? just let me get this straight. i dont want to care what you say and i dont even want to know about you and him anymore. just go settle your own stuff with him. if he's lying again, then dont come look for me cause i wont be answering your qs anymore. txt me again, takecare eh? ty.

cyborg says ;

GO TO HELL SAMA LU!

school was okay. i'm abit moody thats all. having my role-play next week and CRN test at the same time. aiyoh! stress nye akuuuuuuuuuuu! so, after school meet up with dearest at northpoint, nevermind, stressstress also, see hubby's face, stress pun hilang. eh b? hehe! we wasted our time walking around just by taking the bus back to khatib. heh! dearest very cute laa. today meet up for only 2hrs?! how pathetic. sedih kn? i dont wish to elaborate what happened after that. i just want to say i'm sorry bout the picture thing and everything that happened today. grr' stupid me.

dearest, dont worry bout me kay? i'm alright(:

&& i love you too, very much!

2009-05-03T21:32:00.002+08:00

I LOVE YOU TOO

cant wait for school tmr. will be meeting dearest first(: yay! okay, shutup. today is shucha bore. cept for dinner. Ordered pizza. too much and now im bloating. hahah! whtever. not much to say for today. cause i did nothing at home. all i did was eat sleep tv and eateateat. camne tk gemok? HAH!

from him ; i love you soo much!
and i care for you too!
and i promise i won't leave you bby....
bare that in mind k.

was super touched.

&& i love you too!

2009-05-02T21:25:00.008+08:00

i'm starting to worry

TODAY. i just dont like today. sucks alot. received a warning letter for being late for classes. damn shit. and the rest of the day? even WORST. nvm about tht. wont be typing it out all here. had a lil chat with mum just now. dont worry kayy? i'll take good care of myself. i promise, and i love you too mum. well, i wont be blogging much for today or complaining. cause i got no mood to, so yeah.

I MISS YOU

i'm starting to worry about alot of stuffs lately. and i'm scared because of this you might leave. all i worry bout now is you. i'm scared of you leaving. i am happy to get you all this while. but at times, i worry. i knw i shouldn't be saying all this. but hw? how am i suppose to get rid of all this stuffs i'v been thinking lately?

I'm worried, if you'd walk away.....

2009-05-02T00:07:00.002+08:00

cause you don't know bout my feelings.

been thinking about alot of stuffs. i just dont hw to act nor put in words. can say that i'm confused at some point of time. time spent with you these few days have been great. hv been making me smile all day long. but sometimes, i worry bout alot of things. hmm' words are unexplainable for me to say out the way i feel right now. what i know is, i'm in love. heh! skipped'

today is sucha bore. did nothing cept doing all those bakings and stuffs. dearest is out with his friend. sigh' wont be hearing his voice tonight. gaaahhhh! imysm. nvm, i'll be squeezing his cheeks on Monday. ((: dahh, nak slp alrdy. night!

2009-05-01T00:17:00.003+08:00

asal prangai aku nari cam sial?

MOOD SWINGS. today just sucksbigtime. like seriously. was so pissed off with everything in school today. and both of you. stop being stupid. stop asking me stupid qs. something you already know are something easy to understand you keep asking again and again and act as if you guys dont know like that. wtf? Webcam was the worst. i was like HELL pissed off the two whole periods. i calm my self down slowly and try my best to not let out my angers. was grateful cause my grp hv alrdy send the video. then it was the CRN script. URGH. very pissed off laaaa. aijoh! so after school? hanged out with dearest and two dengs since Floorball training today was cancelled. laughed alot just now. Shaq was so scared bout the whole cockroach thing. VERY funny. just everything was funn, funny. hahahahah! walked bck home with dearest. chitchat and reached home at round 9pm.

will never do that to you. i promise, i wont.

misses'

2009-04-29T23:08:00.003+08:00

brain saket'

school fun giler i tell you! S&W was funn today. did something cute laa i say. we were dared to stayed in our bent position and guys are suppose to count for us. they were like '0.1,02,0.3 and so on....' we girls was like screaming and shouting 'OY! biler MAU game?!' hahahah! next,teacher told us to bend half way with our butts out and drum our feets off. tried alot of times for few seconds. legs cam nk tercabot sia! then the same thing but tip-toed and drum. lagi menyakit kan kaki! everybody was like laughing our asses out. hahah! after S&W was our break. canteen damn full. kite sumbat jer laa manemane yng ade tempat nk dudok. hahah! thought of buying new polo-T white. then no size! ass! went out to merayap with Atikah since we got nothing ele to do during last 30mins of our break. how pathetic? went out just to buy sweets? hah! went in back to school abit late. SBM damn boring i tell you! 'cabot' class to canteen. chitchat and off for next lesson. did my Oral Presentation with Yfa infront of the whole class. maluu siaaaaaa! but good laa! cepatcepat abis. can relax abit.

Ms Phua : 'addah! go change to your uniform please! now!'

addah : 'dont want laa cher! i lazy. got someone step on my uniform just now. so bad!'

Ms Phua : 'where? come, show it to me!'

addah : 'alaaa cher. no need laaa.'

Ms Phua : *showing angry face*

addah : 'aaaah! kk! i go change! =D'

go change, go change, but never change. hah! tipuu jer lebih. so after school? met Faruq at 187 with the rest. whaaaaa' you very the noisy laaaa. how dare you! GIRRAFE EH! pantat! you bibir senget! heh! after that? to Khatib to meet Shaq and Bob. darling say you both macam couple. nyak! lepaklepak. and back home after that. and yes ah! i'm done with my CRN script. hope i did okay for it. haiyah'

sorry if i left you there. sorry if i asked you to head home from there. i felt so bad. wanted to cry real bad. hope you're not mad or anything. i'm sorry.

i'v been thinking bout alot of things these few days. thinking bout you and everything. sigh'...

misses...

2009-04-28T22:39:00.002+08:00

you too much alrdy laa'

Very tired. iv been missing alot of stuffs in class. project works are yet to be done. say what?! projects MUST be in by tmr and my Role-Play script by Thursday. tahbulehtahan! and NEXT? SBM project 2! i feel like pulling off teacher's hair. pffsh. darling waited for me after school just now(: headed down to Khatib to meet Bob and Shaq. lepak for awhile and back home. not much to say laaaaa. got no mood fucka' bye

prangai tkmo cam cb laa. stare stare! i know laa i nerd. no need see till like that right?! poke your eyes then you know. you people nothing to do ah? aijohh!

&& i'm NOT even bothering your boyfriend nor TALKING TO HIM gundu! so stop asking stupid qs.

your hugs and your kisses are the best(:

2009-04-26T18:09:00.002+08:00

hv been smiling all day long

been staying at home the whole day with house chores and everything I'm suppose to do every Sundays. grr' Very boring okay. cant wait for him to come online with his brand new web cam thing. faster come back k? anyway, iv been saving up to change my phone. this one, no hope already sia. so, while waiting for everybody to come home, i browsed through websites to look for phones. am so hooked up with Sony Ericsson's ; W302 & W205. need to save up another 100 bucks. SOON I'll be getting what i want. muahahahaha' aah shuttup.

~~he called me baby(:~~

2009-04-23T22:33:00.005+08:00

a sick leader.

been sick since ytd after i did my 2.4 run. wth? hahah! well, at least i tried my best right? hahah. just now was fun! we had our roadshow and everything. 11am, everybody start to run down and grab 3 tables for each grp. i was down with my damn fever. cannot even think of where and wht am i suppose to do just now. and i even forget to bring our table covers. stupid me! we started to pour out everything on the table. re-arrange each items properly and started our FIRST 'small business'. everything was okay. i was really bored and started walking round to other small stalls around us. buying their stuffs ad everything. hahah! funny lah. we ended round 2pm. everybody started packing, trying to give their lowest price and giving out their stuffs. ohh well, but OVERALL, i did enjoy my day(: a big thanks to my group members ; Yfa, Atikah & Indah. well at least we did earn some money. thank you so much for your efforts you put in for today,loves.

now im stuck at home trying to get better for tmr's floorball training. i dont like being sick. worse, when my waist is so painful when i walk around too much. iv to get up at 2am later for my third round of medicine. yucks'

maybe i should just let it out here kayy? been almost 7mths. one-by-one left. maybe i was confused. i thought that someone from starting of the year that who hv always been with me might be the one. i thought he might stay as long as i could hv imagine. but id say i give up. i dont want to continue it anymore. maybe iv found someone new,someone cute,someone who always make me laugh throughout the phone calls. id say we'v been only chatting, talking on the phone ,smiling at each other in sch trying to force our face to at least say hello, sharing our problems and trying to help each other. remember when we first chat online and i told you i somehow had a small little little crush on you? hehe. you'd always tell me this, 'jangan tinggalkan i okey?' i'll always smile and say, 'i wont'. now you knw who im talking about? (: & i wont ans your qs but you shld knw wht i mean by now.

~~ivgotfeelingsforyoutoo.~~

2009-04-21T21:53:00.004+08:00

peel it off bitch cause i know you do.

it rained round 630am just now. i was all ready for school. see the weather, make me sleep only. my left eye still hurt. told mum i wanted to get more sleep. and guess wht? reached Bishan round 1035am. meet the rest at KFC to hv our lunch there. back to school gossip as usual. you can call me Legong for today. i thought i lost my wallet. like SERIOUS SHIT. told Mr Ang i wanted to past him my M.C. he waited infront of my table and ask, 'aah, where?', 'wait ah cher!' with my panic gundu face. i quickly went down back to the previous class and asked if my wallet's there. she ansed, nehh, NOPE. i wanted to cry so badly. went back to class, calm myself down and check my bag again. still not there. Atikah was like, ADDAH! ADE KE TAK?! i checked again and give a wide stupid smile at Atikah showing my wallet infront of her face. hahahahaa! it was at the SIDE lahh! Atikah was kinda pissed off cause this happen alot of time. either its my hp or my wallet. heh! stupid me! so after school we headed down to SKP to get our project stuffs. we were like fighting in that small shop.' this! that! no! ass la, i say tht one right!! aah! whatever la! anything!!' kecoh giler. end up buying orange and transparent cute wrappers. hahahah! bimbo us! and back home round 730pm.

and guess who i met otw back, that long lost idiot. wtf? see my face like see hantu issit? shuchanass.

i give up, i'm gonna quit ~~smoking~~ soon.

2009-04-20T23:24:00.004+08:00

piercings.

was absent due to my swollen ugly eyes. too painful to open my left eye. went to see the doc, she told me it was infection something something. pantat! wasted a total amount of $33! back to grandma's hs to chill there for awhile. bored you know, sit at home doing nothing with this big eyes. hahah! hahahaha.Atikah texted me just now. was supposed to meet them to finish up our projects. it was canceled cause i didnt hv enough money to buy all the items we need to buy. grrr' stupid me, stupid eyes, stupid doc. ohh well, still left with Tues and Wed.

ohh, wait! i had a funny dream last night. bout PIERCING my lips. dreamt about mum allowing me to pierce my lips. at first it was on the left, then mum told me to pierce both sides. she even bought me hot pink and black studs. hahah, den i woke up. with the pain on my lips. cool kn? i know right. told mum bout it just now, and asked her if i could pierce one side of it, she stared at me, and give a sarcastic heh and went off.

so today?i did nothing much for today, cept for munching alot of food and snacks. weather is so damn hot these days. Very HOT. cannot even sleep properly at night. speaking of that, i need to eat my pills, and sleep early. so, goodnight people! (:

2009-04-19T20:21:00.004+08:00

i'll vent out my angers soon, till your brains shoot out from your ears.

i dont like today. today sucks alot. iv been keeping my anger for too long. i DONT like when my sis irritated me with all her stupid actions. ask her to do something she ignore. lazy like shit. i'll scream the HELL OUT MY LUNGS if you dare to annoy me. and dad, he's been nagging non-stop frm morn. go out, shout, come back, scream. ass laaa. every minute also must nag. FCUK LAA. everything today just sucksbigtime. i dont knw if its the weather or issit just me. i'v been so mad from morn. urgh! wtf. anyway, my eyes is swelling since ytd. so painful. i feel like plucking it out frm my eyes or rub it or something. so irritating.just everything today just mcm fuck. speaking bout it, dad's screaming sis's name behind me cause my sis like shit. buat hal AGAIN. knw wht she did? she knocked on my dad's door, not even a min before my dad open it she got mad, banged herself on the chair beside me then cry. dad opened the door after tht asking if she wanted to come in, she heck care. wht the ass! dont make me SHOUT in your face infront of dad. ass.

past few days, people hv been trying to avoid me. trying to get rid of me or something. i dont know wht i did to make you people be this way. is there anything tht iv done? if there is then i'm sorry. let me tell you this,I DONT LIKE IT WHEN SOMEONE LEAVES.cause it breaks me alot. iv been crying alot for all this. i dont like it. i dont like it when all this happen. sigh'

bye. i need to cool down.

2009-04-19T16:40:00.003+08:00

PHOTOSHOOT PICTURES. whee~~ got my pictures like AT LAST. waited for so long. almost a month. went out alone to Bugis to collect it since no one was free. hahaha! kayy, lahh. i'll update more later on. byebye(:

2009-04-15T23:28:00.003+08:00

die buat hal lagi!

yah, kau buat hal ajer. aku syg kau,kau cam gini. tantah kau matikan diri. sampai hati sia. nabey! tgh call beh kau ltk. biler dahh ok kau buat dak. badak btol.
cb lah my phone! tgh call then mampos! on,off,on,off,on,off biler nk game? i'm gonna sell you awayyyyyyy you gundu!

school was fun cause i walked round the school alot of times during my lessons. very boring. was so freakedfuckedup when teacher told us bout the project. we suffered too much last two days finishing up the whole thing cause he told us tht 16Apr is our business day. pantat lah youu. now then tell us 23rd Apr is the actual day. see! now you make me look like one gundu panda with black rings round my eye. nvm bout the project, at least we've done most of it. thanks to Bob & Zen who helped us. we'v yet to finish up wrapping and changing the packs for each items. so last min plan, after school went home,changed and headed down to 810 with Atikah & Indah to meet Bob & Zen. did loads of flayers. HANDMADE okay. must take, but dont throw or i'll stuff you in the bin. must TAKE, READ and come support us eh! thank youuu! well all we did just now was tearing papers and decorating them. finish everything up round 830pm. sent Atikah & Indah back home and lepak with tht two Boys till 10pm. Bob got so irritated with me cause i keep saying 'kiwak tu motor lawar ah' before tht, Bob was talking bout this car. like so semangat. so i imitate him with a very annoying voice and keep on saying a sentence tht is related to wht he say like 'eh, ade org. diam ahh.' addah say ;'kiwak! ade org ah siooo, ramai ah!' then he got irritated cause i keep on saying 'kiwak' this, 'kiwak' tht, frm Khatib Central to my blk area. my voice hilanghilang sia! haha! today reached home at 1015pm. iv been going back real late for past few days ago. and hv been sleeping real late round 2-3am. think of manymany things. think too much thts way i get this ugly rings round my eyes. and think i should be sleeping after i blog and chat for ahwile. must give timing,k, say around 1230am k! alright people. goodnight!

must have more sleep or you'll get ugly rings. byyeeeeeee!

2009-04-15T00:32:00.002+08:00

smack my face and i'll burn your ass

school? GEREK. Competition for HipHop dance was suppper cool. the way they dance and everything was so unexplainable ah. freestyle part was awesome. headed back to class round 11 and slack. Teacher talk,talk,talk, we sleep,sleep,SNOOOOORE. dont even which paragraph and where is she reading or issit me who took the wrong wrksheet? ahh shit! after OFC was OSA. lagi cannotangkatnorseret. he ask us to do the slides. aku nye sleng tak bawak thumdrive da' in the room doing nothing so i asked Nafis to accompany me walk round the school for fun, looking at the April Intake mates doing their cheer. so loud, super best till someone hv to shout right IN my ear so i can hear. k diam. after OSA went home with Atikah,changed and off to do our projects. did alot of stuffs. three of us wanted to cry cause we were pissedirritatedanddontknowwhttodo at tht moment. aku lagi best dok diamdiam ngok per tu due bdk buat. Thursday is our small business management Project starts. we're selling more to teenage girls stuffs. come support us or i'll be pulling your hairs out. so we ended doing our proj round 8+ and lepaklepak till 1015pm. went back home makan and after this? SLEEP. BYE!

2009-04-13T22:34:00.007+08:00

i rather stuff my whole head in the bin

asshole

first day back in school from hols was okay. welcome back everybody. and of course new Bishan mates. all the new Sch mates kesian sia. muke satusatu blurr sotong. terigt aku, first day in sch. like sial. ok whtver. met Zen just now! he's face, fuuuh! stress giler sia! hahahaha! went back to class and hv lessons as per-normal. im happy cause i passed my CRN & OSA exams. alhamdullilah' like urgh! finally aku pass tht damn thing sia. hahaha! break time, HAVOCk. wont type it out here. sesiape tau diam. so tht was wht happened in school for today.

&& Happy Birthday to Sofian and Nizham! dah 17th uh! hahahaha

i'm lost,depressed, irritated. i dont know wht the fuck am i feeling or thinking right now.sucksbigtime. you told me tht you're gonna be fine. you told me tht you'll takecare of yourself. you told me not to worry and all. and nw? i think, things hv changed. i feel tht everything is changing. i dont get the hint right now. you dont seem to care at all. you'v been coming home real late. you dont text me as much as you do. you dont talk to me on the phone late at night like you always do. evn when you did, it'll be like few mins. i dont feel like those feelings we had for each other is there anymore, its fading. you'll always be mad when i keep asking you loads of qs.sigh' i dahh tak tawu ape lagi nk cakap, eu slalu nk marahmarah. and now i think i should be leaving. i dont want to be that girl in your life asking loads of qs and making your life miserable and everything. now, you wanna complain, fine. go ahead. i dont wanna listen.

anyway to; you-know-who. i'm sorry to hear bout you. be happy always. rmbr? i'll be there when you need me(:

all tht i want now, is to be happy. i dont like going tru wht i AM going tru right now.

2009-04-09T15:17:00.009+08:00

im finally back from the grave digging out using only forks and spoon that the assholes buried me with.

ok wtf. so i'm here now bored with nothing to do. eh FASTER LAAAA, I want to go back to school so badly. i feel puking sitting at home doing nothing but to stare at my lappy for hours. ohh my. my eyes is so gonna pop out soon. watched Paris Hilton's New BFF just now. HAH, she treat her NEW BFFs wannabe like pets i tell you. eew, GROSS. hahahahahaha whtvr. anyway, told mum i wanted to go to the movies soon. i wanna watch 17 Again. gahahaahaha! but wait, i'v got a major problem. MONEY. aiyah! hahahahahaha. shuddup. i'll ask dad to fork out my money out soon. grrrr' ok done. i wanna watch CSI. BYE

&& check out this vid. i was laughing my ass out. you're stupid.macam sial ahh ni vid

and wait, watch this. GROOOOOOOOSS

2009-04-07T23:15:00.011+08:00

HORT PARK. went out for a small gathering activity,treasure hunt. everybody meet up around 1230. all so burok cause we keep complaining that we're hungry like fcuk. went off to meet Ms Phua at Hort Park. the place is AWESOME i tell you! must go there oy! heh! we did alot off stuffs there. everyone enjoyed our time spent over there. superb! took LOADS of pictures. walked around alot. just LET THOSE PICTURES DO THE TALKINGS LAAA K? hahahaha. round 4+ we headed back to woodlands and had our dinner at Banquet. played at Timezone and back home at 8pm. enjoyed myself alot today! ((: loved.

2009-04-07T00:43:00.005+08:00

go stuff your head in the bin if you're too ashamed to face it.

mum is so naughty today. let me tell you why. i'm suppose to FAST for today. we both didnt wake up for 'sahur' just now cause i was ACTUALLY dreaming bout us waking up eat and sleep. woke up and first thing in the morning? was SHOCK looking at mum sitting outside eating. i was like 'MA! WHY EAT?!' then she asked 'why didnt you wake me up?' heh! mampos. i was actually in my fasting line and you know what she did? she stuffed my sis's choc in my mouth and say, i dont fast, you dont fast. k? hahahahhaaha. funny laaaa my mum. aiyo so went northpoint to EAT and returned lib books. hahaha! alright. i wanna sleep cause i'v got class acts for tmr. need to be there by 1pm. aiyah! byebye people!

i dont know wht the fuck im going tru right now. shit man. like i say im

SICK OF ; you.t.v.heat.dust.that girl.writing.crazy people.rotting at home.bad musics.crazy nyonyah blabbering.being bored. silence. people calling me names.crazy people doing crazy things. papers. people sneezing. birds shitting everywhere they want. man doing nothing.the government. everything. being told i talk funny. people talking shit. studying.everything man.

2009-04-05T21:22:00.005+08:00

SICK OF ; t.v.heat.dust.writing.crazy people.rotting at home.bad musics.crazy nyonyah blabbering.being bored. silence. the government. everything. being told i talk funny. people talking shit. studying.everything man.

whole day today was really busy cleaning up the house with mum and dad. and the rest of the day spent at home watching all those hindi movies. HUAK! mendak you know! change blogskins alot of times. but i still prefer this one cause the rest sucksbigtime with those stupid codes. bodoh or what. let people use but give diff codes. NNBEY. and now i feel like cursing people and i dont know who and why. just what the F am i talking here? gaaaaah! the thing is i'm BORED. andand! Hafidz wanna teach me with the Guitar stuffs on wed. YESSA! thank you eh! okay,what else should i spit here ah? nothing. OH GREAT, now dad's screaming from one end to another just to ask me iron my siblings' uniform. sigh' just 3 WEEKS of NO SCHOOL is sucha bore laaaa. k uh people. BYE!

anyway; might as well , shut up and go away right? URGH!

2009-04-04T23:14:00.006+08:00

NEWTON. went out round 5pm to Pearl's crib for her bday party. didnt get to spent alot of time there cause i'v got things to do. Dad and the rest picked me up and went off. did everything we're supposed to do. then waited for mummy at Seletar i dont know where. enjoyed the super freaky breeze there. wind was so strong cause i felt like my hairs' coming out aaaah, lame. but serious! angin die! tkleh angs! hahahah. took some pictures and off to pick mummy up at 322. headed down to Newton for our dinner. had SEAFOOD. muahahahaha. i eat alot like seribu tahun tk makan. main sumbat ajer, dahh kenyang pun sumbat lagi. tkperh, at least aku try nk buat diri aku sendiri gemok. HAH! diam. had desserts then back home.

anyway, i'v been fucked upside down terbalek tergolek the whole day today. first thing in the morning kena bomb meletop from dad for not answering calls tht he himself and mummy called a billion times. then? in the car otw to newton, someone texted me asking bout something personal and telling me stories bout her or wthvr fcuk. I DONT WANT TO KNOW AND I DONT EVEN BOTHER. cause we're FRIENDS. geddit? dont geddit, go stuff marshmellows in your mouth a jump off a cliff,alright? I DONT LIKE WHEN SOMEONE TRY TO TELL ME ALL THIS BULLSHITS. CAUSE I AINT NO ONE YOU CAN MESS AROUND WITH. chey3 cam phm. serious laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. ape siaaaaaaaaaa ni smue? ape maksod nye? aiyahh. peoplepeople..i got no comments ahh. aku dah mls. BYE

2009-04-03T21:58:00.009+08:00

HOUSE

see thise guy up there? THAT'S HOUSE. he's an idiot i tell you. go watch and you'll know why.

BUGIS STREET.headed down to bugis and meet Atikah there since Bob was busy and Faruq was sick. okay! so, she accompanied me to Grandieur Fai's Boutique to make my payments for the makeover photo shoot. paid a total amount of $86. hah! duit berteraboh oy. i'v to wait for a few more weeks for my pictures(: alright, so we walked back to Bugis Village and spent our time there shopping. walked too much till my back pain sia. managed to grabbed two T-shirts for $20 and a black plain beach pants. was suppppperrrrr manymany people there. so we went off round 5+ cause i need to take the train back to meet my dearests Shaq and Bob. and oooohhh my, Bob lost his phone! aiyoh! wasted siol. lepaklepak, and back home round 715pm. is anybody going to Pearl's bday party tmr? beep me okay! kayy, i'm gonna stop blogging cause my back is killing me. byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee people.

2009-04-02T23:09:00.002+08:00

fcuked up.

i dont HATE,

its i dont LIKE

fine if you dont want to be friends. go away. i just DONT like to deal with people like you. all you do is throw and pick new ones right? you prefer it that way? fine, jangan bebual world kat sini. the thing is that YOU'RE JEALOUS. right? cant you just wait? urgh! lantak kau ah. i dont want to even bother. good-BYE

2009-04-02T18:37:00.003+08:00

you were everything to me, light that shines, words that make me laugh, who keeps on saving memories, the one that keeps me going, but now, now you're changing your attitude towards me,tak abis abis nak buat hal ahh lu! cb! binget sial. your tone is so different nowadays, kejap kau ok, kejap kau tak! sigh' the one and only.my sweetheart; W910I phone is GONEGONEGONE. nyehahahahaha! okay shuddup. my phone macam sial laaaaaa! tak abis abis mati. tgh shiokshiok type mampos. i need to CHANGE this stupid phone sooooooooooooooooooooooon! urgh!
kay, ignore me for that. i'm sorry. HEH! so today, accompanied grandma to visit my aunt at KK. was there till 345pm. hope she's gonna be fine(: everybody's is WORRIED bout you. and as you can see now, i'm not good at words. but nonsense. alright. ignore me again. gaaaahhhhhh! i need more rest uh! dahdah! byebye!

2009-04-02T00:37:00.003+08:00

disappointed.

thank you so much for those who wished me. i was shocked and obviously real happy when i received text msges, phone calls, 16 tags and 15 comments from tagged. like, WHOA. hahahah, thank you so much people. love you guys manymany. and saaaayyyyyyy whhhaaaaaaat?! Daddy bought me a watch from SWATCH. very cute(: thank you VERY MUCH daddy! mum made me a cake to celebrate just now. sweet kn? i know. mum baker mahh. hehe! ((: appreciate it alot for those wishes and gifts. apart from that, i didnt really enjoy today. was a lil upset for what happened. didnt expect things to turn out this way. Dad didnt wished me at all. all he did was nag,scold,scream, and after tht? never talk to me at all. i was really upset. i dont expect alot from him, just a simple wish is all i wanted from him. sigh' the rest of the day was spent at home and out just to sent my siblings for classes. and i dont wish to say wht happened for tht one hr. 0hh shuddup! today; pathetic. sucksbigtime!

just wanna thank all of you who wished me and thanks

to daddy and mum for those sweetest gift(:

2009-03-31T22:50:00.013+08:00

cause your ass stinks

FUCK the haters, the fakers. the people who think they know you. the ones who wanna bring you down. the liars. the unappreciative people. the TWO-FACED assholes. cheaters+Deceivers. and the ones who say you cant do wht you want to do.

alright, what i did today was sit at home, rot and reading people's blog. tsktsktsk' i was so damn FCUKING shock lahh okay. girls nowadays LOVE comparing and great, they call themselves? BITCH. i think one the reason is? they're jealous. SERIOUSS.. hah. i dont even want to care. ohh shuddup! cause i'v been tru all this shits, kene busted,people dont appreciate what i did the best for them and eveything that BAD people do lahh. GEREK OY, cause once you keep your own mouth shut and let them pour their lungs out? they'll be ripping off their mouths after that. haiyah. LANTAK krg laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.and uh-huh, Faruq sayang oyy, dont be sad or hv any hard feelings lahh okay? i know hw you feel. chill kay? and Taqim? you ah, tk habis habis sedih. DONT SAD LAA. anything just spill everything on addah. k? dahh diam! alright, aku bangga and sad. cause i'm saying .... )': GOODBYE 16

and saaaaaayyyyyyyyHELLOOOOOOOTO17

(evil laughs* nyehahahahahahhaahaha!)

like JYEAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH

i'm turning 17 in another 50 more mins from now on. AKUTKSABARAKUTKSABARAKUTKSABARAKUTKSABAR!

ohhohh! before i forget, i want to say thank you! to those who wished me in advance. thank you manymany! ((:

2009-03-30T23:07:00.005+08:00

I LOVE TODAY, I LOVE YOU GUYS MANYMANY!(:

yes, they plan, the prank, they joke, they're the mastermind of everything that happened today TERMASOK MAK AKU SKALI! hahahahaha! as you can see, ade bday cake, muke aku kene smash ngn cream. my dearest chittychattydengs planned everything to make me percaye yng bob saket muntah2 darah and shaq text me last night and asked if i can follow them to polyclinic for bob's checkup so tadi? EARLY MORNING Shaq texted me ans asked if i can go out to teman them. asked mum and she said yes. meet them at 610 and mak kau! drg pkai baju smue2 lawar2 aku jer yng tk senonoh. abeh! kate gi poly mah! so i diam2 lah ikot. they were sitting under the void deck for almost 1hr+ and i asked if they're going for checkups,they told me, WAIT. sit HERE, WE TIRED. yadadadadada. aku nye pandai, aku pun diam2 ikot arahan lah. LOM BO'CHUI. yng heran nye, bob can still smoke for manymanymany cigg sticks. he said (while trying to deal with the time)'SEBELOM JUMPE DOCTOR,ISAP BYKBYK!' ok fine. one by one, shaq and bob were busy with their phone. ni part dahh BO'CHUI siket ah. then tantah bob signal to someone behind me. i turned, no one was there. so ape aku buat? BUAT BODOH LAAA. pantat! satu satu tgk blkng aku! then suddenly bob screamed '1 2 3!', then! someone sang 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,yadadadada' hahahaha! it was Zamir! and? THE BIRTHDAY CAKE. WHOOOOOOOO! almost cried while they sang the birthday song and looking at my face on the cake. hahahaha! after blowing the candles out, ishouted and asked, 'SAPA PUNYA PLAN NI EY? PANTAT KORANG! SAKET EH! NK PI POLY EH! MUNTAH2 DARAH EH! NI LAGI SATU(TO Zamir), NK PI MAIN SOCCER EH!' hahahaha! satu2 muke kene cream frm? ADDAH! MUAHAHAHAHA! then they bought me a cute necklace with my name on it(: sweet kn! celebrate, ate the cake and played cards and everything and back home(:

A BIG THANKS TO MY SWEETEST DEAREST FRIENDS FOR TODAY(: ILY'LL MANYMANY!

2009-03-29T17:08:00.002+08:00

INDEED A GOOD ONE.

i'm seriously tired due ytd's event and those cramps i had. but overall event at Fort Canning was FUN! met Aceh there too. and wth? lights were off at my section at 830-930 for that EarthDay thing. hahah! pantat! kejot girlgirl! everything was perfectly fine. ended round 10pm i think. pack up everything, meeting for awhile for next event. and back home at 2am. heh, so next week? AKU JADI ICE-CREAM GIRL nyahahahahaha! k uh. i want more rest. BUBBYE!

2009-03-26T14:08:00.005+08:00

cause i know you're there for me anymore.

yesterday's Makeover Photoshoot was indeed an awesome thing ever! went out to meet Bob first. place was near Bugis St. we were so nervous and thinking bout or shoots a poses while walking. hahaha, funny lahh. Kak Yaya asked us in and told us what to do. so i paid for the eyelashes and choose my outfit. i spent round $42.90 for everything. Fada came and we started off with the Make-up session. FIRST time aku pakai tu eyelashes. Kak Yaya's a great Make-up Artist(: then we changed to our outfits and she did our hair. and we started off with our first shot in grps followed by two and individual. GEREK! i tell you. hahahahahaa. posing here and there.and so much laughters. Kak Yaya said; ''issh, korang ni! muke satu satu biler masok sini kak tgk cam tk suke amek gmbr, biler dahh amek gmbr, ahh kau! muke satu satu Vogue habis! *laughs*'' hahahahhaa! we ended our photoshoot round 530pm and choose our BEST PIC of the day. haha! kecoh la ytd. so after which, Fada went home and we make payments for the extra photos we took. went out meet Zamir and we had dinner at LJS. everything was perrrrrrrrrrfect till i reach home. sucksbigtime. i dont want to talk about it either. done blogging for now. pictures for yesterday's photoshoot would be uploaded few weeks later. bubbye!

2009-03-24T15:09:00.004+08:00

i love my HAIR :D

[continue]

was out just now to do my hair. cut off more bangs and trim the back. ok tk? :D alright, so for the rest of the day was spent chilling out with bob and home ROTTING. i can't wait for TMR's MAKEOVER appt at 3pm with Pearl and Fadaa. YAY! cannotwaitcannotwaitcannotwait! gahhh, i need to get some sleep, NO, better still, an early night, or i'll get black panda eyes. heh! whtver. k lah, GOODNIGHT!

2009-03-22T22:12:00.004+08:00

walk around 3 times, go bang yourself on the wall, cut of your tongue,turn 3 rounds in a circle and jump off the building.

imissyoutoo

what i did for today? do some housechores. went down for Bubble Tea after Lunch. text Bob to come down and watch KK near my area. was SUCHA boring play i tell you! even dad was yawning troughout the whole play just now. went home round 7+pm and did nothing but eat, eat, and eat, and eat. so boring! will NOT be going out tmr. mum wants me to fast to re-pay those days i didnt get to fast last Ramadhan' haiyoh! lazyy lahh! nvm, faster pay more better. kn? hahaha shuddup! and WHOLE DAY today, die tk msg. busy with soccer only. HMPH! now? SLEEPING. haiyoh.

dah uh. i want go watch online movies. NIGHT

2009-03-20T20:03:00.010+08:00

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER. did my last CA test for OSA just now. OSA was okay. managed to finish it up on time. after school was suppose to follow chittychattycrazydengs to play LAN gaming at ChongPang. CANCELLED! due to my mood and lazyness. went to LJS for late lunch with Zamir and meet the rest at 617. Bob was real mad cause all of us didnt want to follow him. muahahahahahahaha! all os us was REAL moody for awhile. till i bought those chocolate NIPS and started to play stupid games. instructions; buy 5 packs of NIPS chocolate, 2 packs of sour skittles and two boxes Warner's mix sour sweets. how to play? (YOU HAVE TO POUR TILL ITS MOUTH FULLED WITH THOSE STUFFS) scissors-paper-stone for two people, out of 3/3 strikes, level one:the LOSER have to gobble up mouth full of NIPS. level two: LOSER hv to chew mouth FULL of sour skittles. level three: LOSER hv to put 5 Warner's sour sweets and pour coke in your mouth, let it last till 15 seconds and start moving it around till the sour taste is gone. so ANYBODY is ready for this? GO TRY IT OUT! (see pictures above) so burok kn! hahahahha! everyone of us hv to dare each other to play all that stuffs. and also, we have to finish up those drinks in 10 seconds. gerek giler babi i tell you! we were laughing our ass out real hard just now. took loads of pictures. hahahaha! enjoyed today alot! our mouths were so painful after going tru level 2 and 3 for THREE times! hahahahahahahahaha! kecoh lahh today! and went off early. home? cooked dinner for everybody(: hehe! alright, i need some rest. gonna watch some movies later. goodnight!

2009-03-19T22:52:00.004+08:00

i had enough.

had my CA just now. OFC and CRN. OFC okayy2 lahh cept for e-mail thing. and CRN? i did manage to fill up the ans but i missed out some points. harap aku pass ye? insya'allah.. lessons are as per normal. after school, aku ngn shaq semangat nk gi floorball. reached Junction 8 changed get ready and all, guess wht? called floorball members NO ONE picked up. so we gave up and chilled with chittychattydengs at Khatib. hah! kekek pe!

promise me you'll take good care of yourself alright?

~~dont push me. i dont like it,get it?~~

2009-03-17T22:06:00.002+08:00

LECTUREd

yah,great! i failed my CRN test. kena lecture by teacher uh! i knw,i knw, i'v to work even harder for this sub. likeshit! i'm not good at keeping words in my brains. really! i suck at it alot.dahh Nyanyok lahh katekn. shuddup! school was ,again, okay. today tk nmpak 'loongggjolll' so not much laughter during break. ohh well, i'm all stressed up with my upcoming exams. i'v to work my brains out. no, that dont sound quite right. i mean, i'v to work even harder. aku nk aim for HIGHER NITEC oyy! sigh' okay, guess what, there's this guy in school, leaving in the same blk as me. let's recall, how years iv been staying here? 4yrs. hw long does it take for me to know people round this area? i dont know. hw many people hv i talked to so far? NONE. hah! found his tagged,added him. i asked him if he's staying tound my blk and is schooling in Ite Bishan. YES,YES. unexpected ey? hahaha! shockedshocked! skipped* after school? chittychattydengs mulot cannot diam. satu2 prangai mcm mak nye! bob? as usaul ngn die nye 'saliva' shaq? ngn suare biol die Zamir? ngn suare sengau die and me? as USUAL, ngn ketawe terbiat aku. hahahahaha! thts about it. so yeah, i need to go and rest. GOODNIGHT!

2009-03-16T22:58:00.006+08:00

i kick BALLS everyday.

today's CRN test paper sucks. did my supersucky test just now. and really, i did real badly for it. i DID study,but i dont know why i cant do tht stupidsucky test.kehh, stop talking bout the test. the rest of the day was supergerek. YFA came, happy oyy! Animalls happykecohgiler! laughed so LOUD in the canteen bout this guy in school. ape eh Yfa? 'bounjoull,baseball head' HAH! when back to class was even worst. so last 3hrs of LPDX lesson? we watched movie. interesting huh? hahaha! school ended and iv to wait for Shaq. SO LONG! tapi tkper, Bestfriend nye psl, tggu ajer. tk fasal,tk fasal:D i didnt know wht came over me when we reached Khatib mrt station. i was laughing out aloud down the escalator and jumping out from second step. MALU sia! i dont know wht the heck im doing for that few seconds i tell you! Shaq was laughing out so loud. hahaha! k lah, tu jer yng happen for today:D

for those people who dont have BALLS, please eh? jgn buat fasal kat sini eh? mak cakap, kau kene behave, BEHAVE! nnti aku BAGI kang! why are you people so kanchiong wann arh? go to hell! manmanceh lahh pantat!

and to you? i dont think i can accept it yet. i should tell you the truth soon.. tc(:

i want sleep uh. eh wait! not to forget, i miss girlfriendsku! jumpe soon k! goodnight!

2009-03-15T21:59:00.003+08:00

ThatSpecialOne(:

alright, today? was REAL bored at home. First thing in the morning after i got up from bed, HOUSEWORK. gahh! did some usual cleaning. text bob around 2 to meet me up round my blk. text Darling also. Lazybum! so what if its raining? hmph! sat round my area with my dumb laptop. i charged it till its 100% full, and guess what? i turned it on and used it for 15 mins batt left around 52%? WTH! text darling to ask him if he's coming. bob called him and asked too.and wth? i so shocked to see him behind the wall. haaha! hugged him real tight,screaming infront of him. both of them started laughing at me. hmph! spent my rest of the day with sweetest was the best(: Oh well, as for tmr? i'v to send those proposals to Mr Ling. haiyah! YFA! TMR COME SCHOOL TAUU! I MISS YOU GIRLFRIEND! gahh~ i need some rest. goodnight!

2009-03-14T23:42:00.003+08:00

SINGAPORE EXPO

ADIDAS SALES FROM ;

2Oth - 22nd MARCH 2009

cannotwaitcannotwaitcannotwaitcannotwaitcannotwait!

2009-03-13T22:30:00.003+08:00

Oh well....

gosh! i'm falling in love with shoes. been looking for shoes whenever i go out for window shopping. i keep telling myself that i have to save money to buy those shoes! sheeesh! and clothes! like really! been eying alot of things just to update my dead closet! alright, and again, STOP dreaming addah! okay, for today? i woke up REAL late, round 1125am. hah! with nobody at home. called mum she say she was out shopping. grrrr! joined them for lunch at Pizza Hut(: walked around AMK dont know where. bought two piece of shirts and a Dress(: and back home.

2009-03-12T23:10:00.004+08:00

aku swear, my hand will land on your face leaving a BIG red scar on it

MUM, get me the camera for my Bday Present kehh? hehe! i'v been wanting cameras since sec 3 oy! shuddup, and stop dreaming. i woke up REAL late for school just now due to my PAIN in the ass. HAHA! seriously, my butt,waist and all cramp giler! my waist still the same, hv been suffering it since last week. OH WELL.. hahaha!

reached school round 12pm, meet up with the rest. school today? okay okay lah. met my chittychattydengs after school. bob bought us Canadian pizzas! thanks bob!! Faiz and Yan was there to join us. hahahaha! today lepak? tk gerek uhh, all muke mendak, ngan aku aku skali muke monyong! dont know why. well, lately i'm so so tired tauu! and my neck? AGAIN, that stupid old pain is back. crampcrampcramp. skipped*

as for tmr? i'll be staying back with Animalls, to finish up with our proposal project and everything. hv to bring my laptop to school also.

AND OHH SHIT; exams round the corner, i'v yet to bring home my files and everything. i'v to start studying and all. esp CRN and OFC for letter writing, you know i suck at it. REALLY!

so alright! i think i'll stop here for now. hv to rest alrdy. goodnight!

caption for today? ; ''Funny People, Eitating People.''

2009-03-11T23:28:00.004+08:00

laughlaughlaughlaughlaughlaughlaughlaughlaughlaughlaughlaughlaughlaughlaugh

GREAT, today's A REAL
tiringdissappointinglaughingcrazyfunnyidontknow day.

REALLY, i just love today laaaa.

TIRING and DISSAPPOINTED ; S&W was a HELL lot of tiring stupid 1hr30mins period for me. did my 2.4 run just now. AKU FAIL SIOL. first 3 rounds was alright, last 1 1/2 round i pencett siket alrdy. i can run, but last half round, nk PITAM oyyy! runrunrun, suddenly stopped half way, terdudok japp aku. my chest head nose all pain. WEIRD kn? i know. so after S&W was our second break, yessa! atlast YFA followed us OUT for lunch. ate at Mac. punye lahh bising! nvm, kawan aku memamng semuenye bising. kn? then walked back to void deck, smokeysmokey. then balek school. KECOH lagik. OFC lesson was the best!best!best! had our telephone role-play thing or so, followed Ms Phua to that gerek rm! played with the phone, and all. me and Yfa did okay for the telephone script and we'll be waiting for our next role-play. nk re-do ah! bbl a'a'a'a'a! hahaha gagap jap. after school?

CRAZY ; AS USUAL, with my chittychattydengs. aku nye slenger gi tunggu kn Shaq. hah! she left school at 2pm! hahahahahha! called her and she told me she's at home. aiyoh! lepaklepak, then back home abit early today, mestilah, addah goodgirl kn? shuddup. and lepak at night? LAGIK KECOH. due org, lehh biol.

IRRITATING ; and SERIOUSLY, there's this irritating P6 boy talking to me bout human-reproduction and whatever crap. he was asking me, 'eh, your ovary got egg cell ah?' bdk kecik kn? aku pun jawab lahh,'uhhh, wht you talking?' you know wht tht guy say? 'you got go with guy before? orhorh!! you got baby!' wht i ans? 'GO TO HELL, APE KAU MEREPEK SIAL? KAU BARU P6, PE KAU PAHAM? SCI KAU BLAJA PSL NI AKU TK PSL, YNG KAU BBL SLUNG NGAN AKU APE HAL? kau lebih baik diam, OR ELSE, ni tgn jalan kasi kau satu, satu jek, PENAMPAR, k?' then he keep quiet and walk away. siaal! crazy boy.

LAUGHED ALL THE WAY ; yes, i was with bob only ard 8pm till round 10pm can go crazy. he mocked tht P6 guy till i got chocked with my Lychee drink. HAH!

AT HOME ; ohh yeah, i'v got FLOORBALL practice tmr, yahoo!! FLOORBALL! hahaha. ohh great,now, im having leg and stomach cramps. grrrrr! i think i should go and rest, or i'll get scolding from someone. people, go sleep kehh? GOODNIGHT! ((:

2009-03-10T20:04:00.005+08:00

CallMeDumb, and i'll kick your smelly butts off

YAY me, i got my OSA results just now. i got an A for tht((: itu pun nk bangge. terbiat betol! did my Role-Play just now. i sucked at it. REALLY, tu pun cikgu leh ckp we're the best grp. Yfa did well on her script and the way she acted(: skipped*

Ontop of that, I'V JOINED A BAND :D i'll be busy every tues, jamming((: Members would be Azwan,Hafidz, Asraf and me(: Happy nye! met Hafidz just now at Northpoint after school. thanks eh for the Cheesecake((: talked about stuffs for Jamming thing. i'll be joining the rest soon! and im NOT singing i tell you! hahaha! CannotWaitCannotWaitCannotWait!

after that? Meet up with my ChittyChattyDengs at our usual place. i was really tired by then. and damn! i'm down with fever. stupidd' headache ajek! duntlikeduntlikeduntlike!!

alright peepos! i want to telan ubat ready. then SLEEP. goodnight. bye!

2009-03-06T20:14:00.002+08:00

GoodLuck for your results on Monday IDOLS! hahah, went back to school to collect our NLvl's certificate and hanged ard to support people for OP IDOL thing. i missed gf's there so badly. hahah, and oh ya! Atikah! your voice sedap lah!! ((: and after that? with my chittychattydengs. lepak till 6+ only. yelah, kate goodgirl kn? hehe! but back home? like shit! dont want to say uhh. kayy! i wanna look for more songs. BUBBYE!

2009-03-05T22:14:00.003+08:00

B O R E D

so currently, i'm chatting with AFEEQ :D

best jugak eh chat ngn you? whee~

tmr must wake him up,

YOU better reply eh! tk reply, jage you! hehe

done, i'll stop here.

2009-03-05T20:17:00.016+08:00

Yesterday

Vivo outing was great! took alooooot of pictures. of Vivo for a class Fieldtrip. we were in groups of 2-4. as usual aku ngn partner aku pi jln2. NEVER do anything. We walk and walk and walk, went in to SASA, no ONE entertain us. ASSHOLE. then where? yah! TOYS-R-US. GEREKKKK! meet up with the rest at 3 near Cheers and we're DISMISSED.we went off to City Hall, Lina, Atikah,Maryam and Diyanah went off first. left Me Zamir Yfa and Shikin. chill round Esplanade. then walked round Marina Square. KECOH GILER. everybody went hm round 6+ me bob and Zamir chilled at Khatib till 8+ and HOME. skipped*

Today? BORED.

2009-03-02T21:09:00.002+08:00

Go To Hell, i dont EVEN want to care lagik eh. BYE :D

my dear classmates, yng KECOH :D

alright, so school was gerek today. my CRN script i did any-o-how last night was perfect! i got all correct for it. left with the role-play thing. AND i cant wait for Wednesday. Vivo here i come! whole class will be having our fieldtrip there for the business thing and observing how they serve customers. whooo! cannotwaitcannotwait! Last three hours was the best just now! cause from index number 16-1 dont hv to read our stupid article script. we have to give clues for the rest of the class for them to thing bout the object. hah kecoh giler! Lina laughed so hard just now. hahahahahah. then after school? waited for my chittychattydengs to come, sorang siol tadi! hahahahah. they only came round 4 onwards. then, KECOH lagi! alright. i wanna rest lahh. so tired! bubbye!

2009-03-01T21:50:00.002+08:00

ERKE ; $49.90

i'm in LOVE with my new shoes :D went out with bob to ChongPang to look for one, none of them i liked. like wth! my bag also sold out. asshole! so went back to Northpoint to look for one in Bata SportsLink and i dont know where. tried on the Nike's but my size? TKDER. yeah, tried on alot of shoes so end up with this ERKE. nice tk? i cant wait to wear it to school tmr. heh! Ohhh shoots! i'v yet to do my assignment! my ROLE-PLAY SCRIPT! shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit! nvm. i'll do it later on. kayy, i'll stop here peeeepos! bubbye!

2009-02-26T23:32:00.001+08:00

Best Per Hari Hari Hujan?

i hate you.
pi ahh majok, pi main jauh jauh eh? BYE

2009-02-24T21:42:00.002+08:00

my sygsyg-pettypettypot-Parrot.

i'll pray hard for that somebody who took Perry away from me to go to hell. how DARE you pandai pandai curik my Perry huh! asshole. sedih siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa): Perry, jage diri baik baik tauu, now kene pandai pandai carik makan tauu! syyyyyg Perry! ))))': yeah, stupid-heartless creature.fuck you bodoh! go to hell! so now? no more noisy chirps-chipping-pettypetty-pott noises from Perry whenever i walk pass grandma's hs. grrrr! okay shuddup, school's boring today. i dont laugh as much as i do. Leowe asked me this while walking to J8 for break, i'm always happy but inside? you're sad right? i told him no, wht?! he looked deep in my eyes and told me i was lying. so yeah, i told the truth and all. he comfort me and we shared lil-dirty secrets. kekekeke! so break just now? at Pizza Hut. after school? as usual, with my chittychattydengs at Khatib. Shaq laughed so hard like one Nenek forcing herself to laugh w/o teeths. can imagine? HAHA! me and Zamir was busy with our word search and Bob? busy falling inlove. whoaaaaa! HAHAHAH. OHH shooooooots! i'v Napfa test tmr during S&W lesson. urgh! wish me luck ppl heh. i' wanna rest. goodnight!

2009-02-22T21:55:00.003+08:00

i admit. i'm still crying every night.

3mths+ being single. i realise that im still hanging on to him. i'm still waiting for him to come back. i'm still holding onto lil hopes. i'm always surprised when he text me. i'm always asking myself alot of qs about him. oh god. help me will you? urgh! okay whatever. now what? i'm scared of taking another step forward. to like someone who likes me. or the other way round? gahhhhhhhhhhhhh! so just now? went out for awhile to repair my specs. senget sblah oi! and out for dinner also. now watching the unexpected access. sucks bowdoh! i wanna go off. bubbye

2009-02-22T14:04:00.005+08:00

2009-02-21T21:34:00.002+08:00

Bayangan mu ku sering termimpi-mimpi....

today sucks. i'm down with fever since yesterday. woke up in the morning around 9 with a BAD headache. went out for lunch with fam. stayed at home the whole day after that. browse tru some blogkins and i got this. yeah whatever. Yfa texted me just now bout the project, she told me she's not free just now. hahah, addah pun not feeling lah. so nvm. we'll try our best to fit everything in one day to get it done soon. and damn i'm starting my habits again. eating alot everyday. shit bowdoh! wait i fat siols! oh yah! i met Zen yesterday. was suppose to watch a movie. but the timing was so damn late siak. stupid cinema! hahah. so we went off to 800+ behind Khatib to meet Bob. he was LATE. busy playing CS at AMK. hahah! and ohh yes, i did enjoy yesterday(: addah, addah. addah's been trying to be strong and trying to lift herself up everyday. i'm always sad.

sigh' i need somemore sleeps. goodnight.

2009-02-19T23:06:00.003+08:00

Kiss me Baby

School. i'm starting to hate school. i hate projects. okay whatever. after was with my peepos. was so damn fucked up with the two boys for keeping their mouth shut. screamed my lungs out infront of them. but after that? kiter okay. heh diam. and i think i'm not okay. aku selalu diam. diam pikirkn sesuatu. pasal ape? aku pun tk tahu. lahhhh, nk step jiwang. pui. and these are some quotes i'v made when im sitting alone thinking.

stop planning your life and let it plan itself. quit trying to find the perfect boy and let him find you. If you don't want drama, then don't talk shit. things are only as complicated as you make them.

Flatter me, & I may not believe you. Criticize me, & I may not like you. Ignore me, & I may not forgive you. Encourage me, & I will not forget you. Love me, & I may be forced to love you.

I said too much & told the truth; that’s when you turned away & answered,
“But I don’t love you.”

-addah

2009-02-18T23:27:00.004+08:00

my face, my specs, my head, my hand, ohh thanks for the day

aku langgar tiang! cb

i'm not in my BEST mood today. about EVERYTHING. grow up idiots. firstly, i'm tired due to running about too much during S&W lesson. played captain's ball and my right side of my face was hit by that stupid ball. it's okay Lina, i'm ayyy-okay((: i just hate that ball. haha. secondly, i'v not been getting enough sleep nowadays. been staying up real late for copying stupid notes. and the rest of the day? i hate the most i tell you! back home,changed and everything off for night religious class. guess what, dumb-pathetic-ass-shit night, i forgot to bring along my hp. WTH? i know. pathetic dumb shit. otw back home met Ahtia and the rest. and WTF la,i think i sprain my hand alrdy. tht idiot twist my hand! pain siak. cb! then went to grandma's hs to help her with something. got scolded frm uncle for not doing a good job helping him on his laptop. scream here and there. pfffshh! back home, checked hp? 8 miss calls, 5 text msgs. shit ah! i feel so bad siaaaa! i didnt pick up someone's call ): sheesssshhhhhhh. what a day. please! call me back): okay, nvm. i think i need to rest. my hand's killing me. goodnight.

2009-02-15T14:03:00.003+08:00

Addah ;
i ain't know why i am even wasting my time right now,you row your boat further away and you left me with no words to say.

Replied ;
i'm rowing further away, i left you with memories, cherish them if you please, cause in that way, you'll soon realise, i was never gone.

Addah ;
I am afraid right now I don’t wanna let you down and I am the one who can’t be saved

Replied ;
hold me dear and don't let go, keep the light on and see that there's nothing to be afraid of, nothing is impossible

2009-02-15T13:29:00.002+08:00

at least, appreciate it.

what is going on right now?

alot of things had happened past few days. alot of bad bad things. i dont know whats going on with my family. and everything i do at home in school and everywhere doesnt seemed to be so righ tnowadays. shit me shit luck shit karma and everything. okay whatever.

so people? i miss someone alot. alot alot alot alot. very muuuuccchhh..

who? i dont know.

2009-02-13T22:39:00.003+08:00

left out.

sorry people i'v not been blogging tht much. been real busy with i dont know wht. so school was okay cept for the projects and stuffs. did my OSA test just now, everything was alright till the Filter qs came. all cramped up you know. i didnt know wht to type in. and the rest of the day? was okay. after school slacked around as usual. we pranked our own bestfriend. she so pissed off with us for that stupid 30mins prank. heh:D and went home round 8pm.

other thn tht, life's okay. lets just put guys aside first and everything else is okay. i'v been thinking about alot of stuffs recently. why, how, when, where and huh wht the heck im thinking bout? yeah, everyday the same qs keeps bothering me. i tried so hard to look for one. aint no desperate or anything. i did move on but jerks left me with no comments. THEY, THEM, made me sound like a fool. okay whatever eh korang.

so apart from all of the above? im planning to go out for movies. i wanna watch Wedding Game and Love Matters. anybody free next fri? hahah. alright. i wanna sleep alrdy. goodnight!

quote of the day ;
i aint know why i am even wasting my time right now. you row your boat further away. and you left me with no words to say.
- Addah

2009-02-13T00:01:00.002+08:00

ahhh yes. picture above? my classmates [not all of them]

yeah yeah. okay. slack today? funny giler. tkleh angkat oyyy. dahh lah. mls aku nk explain siol

sat or sun nnti blog lagi ok. BYE

2009-02-10T21:16:00.010+08:00

[continue...]

OKAY. i'm back people. last Fri till Sun i was away to KL. dont want to talk about it. skipped*

so yesterday? as usual. slack the whole afternoon with Bob Shaq and Zamir. Bob bought us pizza. cooooool kn? i know. yeah. and i hate KARMA. fcuk bowdoh!

tkde mood uh nk blog. bye

2009-02-05T22:11:00.003+08:00

pretend

school. i thought school was fun. school sucks for giving us alot of projects to do. i'v to get it done and i'v not done EVEN a single thing. and next week? more tests. now i'm sulking in school, at home, everywhere. i'm always in my 'mood-swing'. even worst, i'm not happy with alot of things right now. hate it you know. i'll be off to KL tmr after school, hv yet to pack my stuffs. lazzyyyy' eh! Val's day coming oy. single? i'll be out enjoying with my dad on tht day siols. HAH, no joke. yeah,right. and i realised that im always blogging something very boring nowadays. nvm people, i'll try blog something cool soon. okay whatever. goodbye people.